I have no time to write, because a lot of things is happening right now in my life. And I have no time to cope with all of them.
I meditated for a couple of days, because I needed to get rid of the energy inside of me, otherwise I could have been exploded. I'm reading the "Pray" part from the "Eat, pray, love" book, but there is something more. But I don't want do jinx it by writing about it. It's just... I'm happy this is just happening and brightening my days.
I finally got my dress and I spent two days looking for shoes! Oh my gosh, this is a horrible work when you shopping.
I met some new friends who live in my district, we had fun with Da Vinci mind-breakers, and the next day I had my art lesson where I almost finished a landscape. I visited Anna at her work and we had a nice talk.
And in the evening Kate reminded me of her brother coming from St. Petersburg and that I have to meet him at 6 a.m. So, today I met him and gave the keys from their apartment and went to work. That was good. I felt nothing. My mind thoughts were in different place. :)
In a few days I'm leaving for the wedding. Can't wait!

How could I forget to write about Shanti?
This is our new place of hanging out, discovered by Anna. It is amazing. Unbelievable atmosphere of India, Buddhist temples, asian food. I'm so into "Eat, Pray, Love" book, that I desperately want to come to their altar with Buddha and pray. And, hey, I just understood, that I want to donate something to him.
And fresh cocktails with berries, honey, fruits and vegetables. And (yes, anyway) pumpkin soup, and duck with spices.
Next time hookah. I promise.

These days were for pleasure.
I finished the first part of the book "Eat, pray, love" and celebrated it with ordering a pig pizza.
I had so many things happened for the last few days. And, you know, when you have so many things, you don't want to write about them.
A strange man in a cowboy hat gave me a big T-shirt "I ♥ Moscow" as a present at work. He asked me where he could buy it, I sent him to Arbat street. Later he came back and said that I exactly knew where to send him. I gave this T-shirt to dad, he loved it.
Friday night I had a staff-party. It was sooooo awesome! I met new people, I got closer to our desk-girls (finally!), they are really very good girls. We had fun with some local boys, danced and drank champagne. I danced a slow dance with one cute tall guy, and, oh Great Forces, I had such a blast of energy and happiness! It was amazing. Just to dance with a guy and when he lifts you up and spins around.
Later we went to the "Ugly Coyote" bar, but it was really crowded, so we left it quite fast. But the place is kind of interesting. In a horny and dirty way. But... you know, sometimes that's exactly you need.
After that we went to the karaoke-club and we were singing songs till 5 a.m. And it was exciting too, I never sang karaoke before. And the company was good.
I came back home at 6 a.m., had a quick nap and then I spent almost the whole day in Kuskovo park... just sunbathing. And I got tanned! Whee-hee!
And...
I understood those guy from "Interstate 60" with the black hole instead of his stomach. I ate so much, that my stomach started to ache, but I still wanted to eat! And I had a crazy thirst, but there was no place for water inside of me.
The next part is going to be devoted to prayers and searching for inner path.

I'm reading "Eat, Pray, Love" and I'm crazy about it. I have no words even in Russian to describe all the feelings arising inside of me. I'm flying while reading this book. I have a huge raise of emotions.
I'm afraid to jinx something I'm doing now, but it is great. A new start, full of inspiration. Like today's rain.
Дождь.
Cleansing rain.
I got totally wet. But I felt warm and cheerful that I got into this rain. I want to scream loudly and happily, and share it with the whole world.
I want to eat, to pray and to love. And nothing else.

Moscow is melting. The megalopolis - is a huge pan. Brains are melting. I'm lazy to do anything. I'm lazy even to think.
Today I wanted to walk barefooted on the hot asphalt.
Half of the day I spent sunbathing at Kuskovo park.

I graduated. Finally. 5 years.
In front of my eyes I see a blank page now.

There are some people. They are like the center of the Universe. And everything which happens around them - happens around them. I mean that they are like the sun and others are like the other planets. And all the things happen with some reason, and like in some Santa-Barbara, they just don't stop, one by one, every day something new. Some new problems, some new people, some new ideas.  
How can they do that? How can they manage their life this way?

For the last two days I had no time to sit and do nothing in front of the monitor as I usually do. And I really like such days when I have so many things to do, so many places to go, so many people to meet.
Friday we had a picnic with Anna, as I wrote.
Saturday I continued to draw my city landscape at my art classes. I wanted to sleep so badly, but I'll finish this drawing next time already. After the lesson I went to the seamstress to try on my dress. The second half of the day I spent with Kate. We were just sitting on the bench near her house waiting for workers to finish the floor renovation. As Kate said later - if you want to know everything about your neighbours you should sit on the bench and talk to all these grandmothers. For the night Kate and Vova had to stay at my place to wait for the lacquer dry out.  
In the morning I went to my French lesson and my friends went home to clean their flat. I hardly stayed awake during the lesson! Then mom decided to buy me a dress for my Graduation Party, I decided not to argue with that. :) So we bought one black&red. Really cute one! And after that I went to meet with Kate's friend, we're going to arrange bride's buyout with her. When we discussed all the main points, I went to Kate and Vova to help them. I bought the whole package of fast-food because it was impossible even to go into the kitchen and get to the fridge or to the stove, so we had a small picnic right on the floor in the middle of the room, under the new lamp. We beat the linen from the dust, came out to the street wearing old dressing gowns and shorts like if we're not in Moscow but in some provincial village. That was fun! :)  
I'm glad I have such friends as Anna, Kate and Vova.

From the apartment renovation to the picnic. Kate is still doing her flat, they put wallpaper to the walls and now the room looks so different, so beautiful, I'm even a little jealous. The day before yesterday I came to them after work to see the changes and to give them my wedding gift. And yesterday we went to the picnic to Kuskovo park with Anna and friends. It was awesome! We brought soooo much food that we couldn't even eat it all. We played an interesting game when you put a paper with some name on your forehead and try to guess what's the character is written there. We also played Twister and badminton, took photos and videos and had fun. Anyway, it was a good good day.

The awfullest day at work. Such a heat and no conditioning for 15 hours. My head is exploding, my eyes burn. I ate some ice-cream and then put a cold spoon right onto my eyelids.
Kupala Day and Kate's Birthday is tomorrow, which starts in one hour. 
I'm crazy about Riddick again. He's such a great character and he's very sexy. Painted him today at work while watching "The Chronicles of Riddick".