Martian's Notes

Friends

2009-09-11T07:36:56Z

I wish to have a foreign pen friend so much. From Japan, Great Britain, USA, Europe...

I'm changing the mask

2009-04-19T11:19:18Z

Be yourself, everyone else is taken. (с) Oscar Wilde

A medic-student syndrome

2009-04-18T11:05:39Z

Watching of House M.D. is strictly contra-indicated for me, because I discover a lot of different illnesses and really worry about it.

Spring Mood

2009-04-17T08:45:42Z

The sun is having an effect upon me like upon a flower. I am stretching to the sun and charging with positive sunny rays. I've been so waiting for it. And now I'm just closing my eyes for troubles.
Our professor frankly and unfair failed the whole stream for his discipline. We're writing reports on him, and now I'm going to retake this test again. Academy is going to grant my practice, so the next two months I will be some kind of an unskilled labourer.
But...
It is pleasant that I can finaly put my old frayed converse-sneakers on.
It is pleasant that renovation of the appartament is going to be finished this weekend and I will be able to make spring cleaning.
It is pleasant that I am going to have the third little black rat from Moscow Rat Club.
It is pleasant that my Birthday is soon, although I am going to pass it while training for the test.
It is pleasant that I have the mood to make some creaive things again.

Wall-people

2009-04-06T16:46:33Z

I hate those people who believe that there are only two opinions - "their own and the wrong one". It has no sense to argue with them - it will cost much more for yourself. You just need to switch "don't care" option and let though burst.

Whoaaaaa

2009-04-02T19:30:46Z

My chest is filled up with emotions. I haven't felt such a thing for a long time, but I still have this ability just to be happy with no reason. I want to share my mood with everyone!

Cold winter

2009-04-02T14:10:40Z

I can't believe that I've managed to survive through these autumn and winter. It was a long and terrible period.
Now I'm coming out at the daylight, like a snowdrop.

Conspiracy Theory

2009-01-24T07:27:23Z

Mars

2009-01-24T06:23:05Z

I believe that Mars is my homeland.

Wintry

2009-01-18T08:26:08Z

I remember in my childhood, in winter, when my mom hanged out washed clothings at the balcony, they became frosted and hard. And when she took some big bedsheet or bed pread out, I liked to get under it and sit like inside the shelter, until it unfreezes and falls onto my head.

Fuck

2009-01-16T12:19:00Z

Tarantino.
This name you can savour, while inside your head juicy moments from the movies, brights dances and memorable dialogs are rushing past.
Chuck Berry twist, snake striptease, lap dance and feet massage.
Kahuna burger, milkshake and "Red Apple" cigarettes.
And those tomato joke is undoubtedly in my top.

"Okay ramblers, let's get rambling"

Shia Smoking in USA

2009-01-12T22:31:14Z

- They say, you'd been going to be arrested, and what for?
- Well, I was smoking.
- Smoking? I suppose, you killed somebody and was smoking around?
- No, just for smoking.

Paper Airplanes Day

2009-01-12T22:27:17Z

Today I learned how to make airplanes from the paper and launched them from the balcony. Childish happiness!

?

2009-01-12T22:22:57Z

DO WE NEED OURSELVES?

Little big sorrow

2009-01-12T22:15:45Z

Sorrow - is when ou're sitting on the floor of the soviet kitchen, smoking and drinking coffee with fried black bread rusks. At first you dip them into the mug, but later on you have a handful of rusks poured into the coffee with a smile. And a heart-to-heart conversation.

Note

2009-01-12T22:09:54Z

If you don't want somebody to read something, don't write it.

Little big happiness

2009-01-09T15:03:16Z

Hapiness - is when you're sitting on the floor of the soviet kitchen, drinking wine and smoking.
Chairs are not enough for everybody, and wide windowsill, where someone usually sits, is unoccupied, because the ashtray is on the floor.
The wine is selfmade, saturated, sweet, rough, which cannot be bought in the shop. There is no need for toasts aloud; exchange glances, tinkle glasses with a smile and take a sip of summer passion. What words are for, when you know, that today you're drinking for love.

Backup

2008-12-17T19:53:23Z

I've got a backup.
If we don't get a spouse till 40, we'll get married.
:)

True Confessions

2008-12-03T18:25:27Z

I want to feel light-heartedly, festively, like a child. I want a Christmas miracle.

I've been standing on some kind of my life's turnaround for a long time. Something new this way comes. And that is sensed sharply. My room's renovation, a trip to Novodvinsk - this is a step to something new. Changes frighten and attract me at the same time. Carpe Diem. It seems that New Year is going to open the next chapter... Do you know that feeling, when you fell like in a stew, when everything inside you sinks in an anticipation?
Little by little my room becomes empty, I take away my stuff and clear the space. Something dies in me, but something new borns instead. Yesterday I removed all the photos and drawings from the walls. That was the moment I understood that nothing is gonna be the same.
Turnarounding:
Movies: You've got mail and Sleepless in Seattle.
Books: Little Women and Tru Confessions.
Songs: Harry Nilsson - The Puppy Song and The Cranberries - Dreams.
Wishes: To become an actress and To work in a book store.

Little Women

2008-12-02T13:02:46Z

Jo could have found strength to forgive Amy after the accident, but even then I was angry with this little spoiled girl. The very thought of that Jo's hard work came to nothing was killing me, when I identified her with myself and went through her feelings. I think I've never been so angry while reading a book. I'm still mad from thought about it.
I can see clearly Jo within me, especially her desire to control her temper. But also I can see Amy, and that makes me really angry. Constantly dropping tears away the stone, so I won't let the sun go down upon my anger. I will try to become better. I do have everything I need for that: desire, grit, inspiration, and after making some efforts they will do their job.

The day of the door on the wall

2008-11-26T18:37:57Z

Not to forget while it is winter.

Shia Inspiration

2008-11-21T23:52:59Z

My joy for now

Moleskine

Inspirated by the Battle of the Shaker Heights

Moleskine Voyuerism

Moleskine Golf

Fork in the Road

2008-11-18T19:33:57Z

I've drawn a copy of the picture from the movie "Interstate 60".
Both the movie and the picture have always had a positive influence on me.

Shia LaBeouf will save the world

2008-11-16T19:20:44Z

Shia.
I'm ~~a ~~little~~ bit~~ obsessed.
What am I so attracted to? To his humour, being down-to-earth, his charisma, simple attitude to life and to the situations, which are embarrassing sometimes. Spielberg truly said: "He's every mother's son, every father's spitting image, every young kid's best pal and every girl's possible dream".

My little rat.

2008-11-12T19:56:29Z